May 27, 2009-Wednesday

Today, one of my best friends had an allergic reaction to peanuts. I'd never seen him cry before. He'd always seemed so strong...so...indestructable. But when I was walking past the office, I saw him sitting there with an oxygen mask. And he looked at me...just looked at me...with the tears pouring down his cheeks. I felt so scared, right then. It was the most scared I've ever felt. I'd always been the one to cry...and he'd always been the one who was strong and who held me together when I felt like falling apart. And watching him fall apart like that...it scared me so much. I love him...not how you think...but I love him because he is one of the best friends I've ever had and could ever ask for. I don't know what I would do if he died. Jimmy, please don't die!! :'(