why must you do this

every time i am almost free you drag me back to your little world of fun. you think that i am so helpless to you when i am strong and i can fight my way away from you. you use the fact that i liked you against me and then go back to the one that was going to hurt you in the first palce. to use you as you did her or me or any other girl that you have had. to try and ruin a friendship that was so strong with the one thing you do best. to toy with how i felt and took advantage of it. of the time i thought you cared and i truth you thought it was funny to have me at you grasp. to sit there and make it so i couldn't breathe and still try for the same thing. to try and make my life even more of a mess when you flirted with her when you said that you liked me. to sit there and go for a girl who was just like you someone who didn't care for you she just used you to get in touch with your friends so she could have them too. to say the words " I love you" and not mean it if it was the only words you could say. to sit there and make them want you more and more. to not care for anyone for who they are but you care for what they can give you.