A Crisis? Maybe... Maybe I'm just freaking out for no reason.

I'm going to be a Senior in high school and I really don't know what I want to major in in college. I have no idea.... okay, I'm a liar. I have thought about writing. Journalism or English... possibly. Sometimes I'm sure that is what I want to do, but then other times I'm really not sure at all.

My family doesn't really back me up. They are hoping that I decide to change what I've been wanting to do since 9th grade and that is to write.

I like writing. I don't know how good I am at it, but I enjoy it. Shouldn't that count for something? It's not like I'm not fantastic at anything in particular. I guess I'm average. I really don't know...

My family has me guessing myself and questioning very hard whether I'll be able to 'make it' as a writer.

I'm depressed... thinking of having to go to college and not being sure of what I want to do is depressing, especially when my parents don't really agree with what I want to do.

That and the fact I have no idea where I want to go to college.

Another problem.

I feel so hopeless and depressed.