love

i am sitting here and i got a phone call. my grandma had to call 911 for my grandpa. i do not know if he is ok. here is hopeing. i am here with tori and i just feel bad i feel like i am just like every other guy in the world. just wanting one thing. i am not like that at all but, i feel like i am turning into that. i dont know i think i am just losing it. i am typing in the computer room waiting for tori to come in here and make me feel better. i really love her.