Scared

I'm scared. scared that my grandpa is not going to make it out of the ER alive. i am scared that things with tori are going to go bad. i just want to be alone and cry. noone here will let me. i need help. i need someone to hold me and tell me it all is going to be ok. i need tori. i just need her to come in that door and wrap her arms around me. i need her to hold me and never let go. i need my angel. i love her with all my heart and soul. there is nothing that can stop that. i love my grandpa too. i hope he makes it out ok.