Sad

I just feel sad and insecure right now, my mind is jumping to conclusions about this guy I liked. He said that he'd be back on in an hour, he's four hours late. I guess he just has a life and I don't feel that important, it's my inferiority complex getting the best of me again. I feel like I'm gonna cry, but I'm holding the tears in. I'm not gonna let them spill, even though he makes me feel kinda happy. It hurts... but I hope to god I wasn't used again, I really hope not. It hurts, but it's not the first time something like this has happened to me. Not by him though, I kinda like him.