Realization;

So tonight was the night I realized how much I've changed over the years. Since I suck at describing myself, I'll let these songs tell you:

Conversations With My 13-Year-Old-Self ~ P!nk
¿Viva La Gloria? (Little Girl) ~ Green Day
Adalia ~ Madina Lake
Rescue Me ~ Tokio Hotel
Angels With Dirty Faces ~ Sum 41
Boulevard of Broken Dreams ~ Green Day
Breaking the Habit ~ Linkin Park
Hello ~ Evanescence
Disappear ~ Bullet For My Valentine
Numb ~ Linkin Park
Disenchanted ~ My Chemical Romance
Extraordinary Girl ~ Green Day
Feel Good Drag ~ Anberlin
Easier to Run ~ Linkin Park
Nobody Knows ~ P!nk
Fake It ~ Seether
Get Out Alive ~ Three Days Grace
Through the Pain ~ Madina Lake
The End. ~ My Chemical Romance
Haunted ~ Evanescence
Me Against the World ~ Simple Plan
Prisoner of Society ~ The Living End
Hold On ~ Good Charlotte
I'm Not Okay (I Promise) ~ My Chemical Romance
Slow Burn ~ Atreyu
Don't Jump ~ Tokio Hotel
In Pieces ~ Linkin Park
Long Way to Happy ~ P!nk
Wake Up {Make A Move} ~ Lostprophets
Loaded and Alone ~ Hinder
Welcome to My Life ~ Simple Plan
My Immortal ~ Evanescence
Nobody's Home ~ Avril Lavigne
Open Your Eyes ~ Sum 41
Perfect ~ Simple Plan
Never Too Late ~ Three Days Grace
Runaway ~ Linkin Park
She ~ Green Day
Damn Regret ~ The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Viva La Gloria! ~ Green Day
Castaway ~ Green Day
Never Take Us Alive ~ Madina Lake
Coming Clean ~ Green Day
Josey ~ Hey Monday
Minority ~ Green Day
Drive ~ Incubus
Basket Case ~ Green Day
Famous Last Words ~ My Chemical Romance
She's A Rebel ~ Green Day
Shut Up! ~ Simple Plan
Last Of The American Girls ~ Green Day

I realize that over the years I've conquered a depression I thought would capture me forever, I've been hurt by best friends and I've been betrayed by someone I loved. But I moved on, and everything that happened has only made me stronger.
I now have someone who is my everything, and who would drop everything if I needed him. I learned who my real friends are, who'll stay with me till the day we die.

And I've never been happier.

She's a runaway of the establishment incorporated,
She won't cooperate
She's the last of the American girls

xoxo,
Koro.
August 1st, 2009 at 03:47am