Give Me a Stranger's Opinion

I've been thinking too much recently.
Stupid thoughts that all girls have about true love and all that jazz.
I thought I already found true love.
Sure, I've lost that person, but our love was still pure.

Don't you have a boyfriend? You shouldn't be complaining.
Yah, I have a boyfriend. Yes, I know.

But...
I just...
I don't even know anymore.

My boyfriend is amazing.
He's funny, absolutely adorable, and fun to talk to.

I just miss him.
That silly kid I fell in love with almost a year ago.
The one who turned me into a puddle with a grin.
And sang me dorky little love songs just to make me smile.
The one who... left.
Who I probably won't see ever again.

What do you do if you're caught between past love and new affection?

Please give me some insight on this. I'm really confused, and words of wisdom are much appreciated.