WHy do people think its okay to dot he wrong

Lets see.I dont belive in havinq a bestfriend or even havinq bestfriends.iM not even sure about having friends. i dont know what keeps happing everytime i think something is going well it turns in to a big mess.I cant help that i love how my life and how it is going right now and iM not willing for people to hold me back in the wrong spots.Recently ive felt like i havent been me.Ive been pulled down the path of wrong.i havent been able to think for myself.I was so into doing what everyone else was doing or at least what they were saying they were doing.But now im changing i can be me im free.pEOPLE MAY say that iM selfish but look at it this way if you have been in the wrong place for tooooo longg would you rather do the wrong or startover.No im not sorry iM leaving mi so called friends,mother and sisters.I have to do whats right for me.so if its to much to ask you not to be negative then dont come around me.Im done changing for people i think are mi friends.IM sick n tired of thinking ill get somewhere in life with doing the bad.its mi time and yes ill miss everyone im leaving behind but face the facts later in life you will wish you had a chance to change.sOON THOSE PEOPLE WHO are doing the bad will realize that its not the way of life. As days go by i realize more and more that iM am very happy for my desicion in becoming a new well grown young lady and i will never change the way i am for nothing in life.i think i got my point straight-deja wiseman
August 7th, 2009 at 10:03pm