I Want My Heart Back

So I told the guy I have huge feelings for that I like him.

Biggest mistake ever in my boy history.

You no why I gained the courage to tell him? He accused me of flirting with another boy and he said there was something going on between us. One of my guy friends was down and I was simply trying to cheer the poor guy up.

So I told him that if he wanted to no it was him who I liked not the guy who I was helping. What's all he said was okay, that's it, okay and then thanks a lot before disappearing for half an hour. I feel so stupid I was so nervous about telling him and when I do I get nothing from him, so I've sat and cried and he accused me of crying over the guy I was trying to cheer up.

Thanks for that.

It was his party today and he made me a cup of tea without me even asking and his parents are lovely, I came hope feeling so content, I thought he liked me but if that's the way he is going to show that, I don't know what to think.

I give up...