Insert Something Dramatic Here.

I feel like crying.

Argh, dammit. This is why I've never kept a regular journal.
Well, maybe it's only part of the reason.

Anyway, my heart breaks for my bestfriendforever right now. She's going through a lot, and she feels so alone.
Which, in a way, I don't blame her.
And I feel soooo bad about.
I mean,
I've abandoned her in the past. Left her in her time of need, too.
Yeah, real nice job there, Chesney. Go and fuck things up some more.

Arghblahblah. Anyway, back to the subject at hand.
I told her about a lot of things I'd been keeping from her about her ex.
Like:
-His possessive nature.
-How I feared for her and her future.
-My jealousy. My oh-so-childish feelings about being replaced.
-Marriage.
I told her I was proud of her. And that only time would help heal the deep wound in her heart.

But the best thing is that she's finally becoming her own person. Becoming more independent.

She told me some things, too....
Things that are going to be discussed.
Hopefully tomorrow.
But,
I wonder how he'll take it?
I know she told me not to, but.... I need to do this.

The only thing I have some reserve about is her being best friends with him.
Not the best choice.

Any suggestions as to how I could help comfort her? 'Cause I sure as hell need some right now.