i cut 'cause my love hurts

Yes, last night was my first time cutting my wrists. I don't want to die... but i will if anything happens to any of my friends I would. I know its rong, but it felt good, I mean I know it releves stress, but i never thought it would feel that good. I don't need help, and why should I stop, my life sucks as it is. Only one of my friends know it, and no I'm sorry N it's not you, it's a guy who i have, no, I'm in love with. I've had a crush on him scence I meet him. I don't want to be in love with him because he's a cheater. Okay heres the deal, he has a girl friend that he is scared to brake up with, i think he wants to brake up with her because he's gone out with and hit on two other girls, N and H. I really think he likes me, but i think the reason he's not brakeing up with his girl friend is because he has this big group of friends that he's not willing to lose over some girl. I told him "if they were really your friends they wouldn't care if you brake up with her. If your haveing feelings for someone elce, than you should deffinetly brake up with her.
If you have ever cut your wrists or ever had a love or a crush that didn't like you back send a commant on how you stoped cutting and how you got over him.
October 29th, 2009 at 10:50pm