I wonder.

i wonder.
If the world will stop turning tomorrow
maybe even today.

And I wonder..
If its my fault that this isn't working between us
or is it just you?

I wonder.
did you mean it when you said that you would try?
or was it just a figment of my imagination.

I wonder.
Will i ever stop the cry
that comes right before i fall asleep.

And I wonder.
how you can even look in the mirror

maybe Im wrong.
Maybe this was all he had in order to make himself better.
But was it necessary to mess with somes head..
Did he really need to make someone believe something..
like that they were wanted in order for him to feel good about himself.

I sit here...and
i just wonder..
November 7th, 2009 at 08:47pm