*sigh*

So yea, i had this one best friend, she was be bestest friend that i had ever had, but no, i had to be a dumbass and screw it up. so after like, 2 months of hating each other we both said that we were sorry and we were friends again. but today, after 2 weeks of being friends again, she sent me this message

hey what's up?,
So I hope you know why we are not friend's anymore.Do you? If you don't it's because whenever your around leif your a total bitch and I hope you get pregnet. Also he can't get over the fact that you like Mike and you need to get over the fact that Mike hates you and can not stand you anymore Kelcie you have no reall friends sorry. You no I really wanna be friends with you not really your a bitch so please stay the fuck out of my life and mike we hate you and go get pregnet ok and i tried being friends with u i dont no what was wrong with me before why couldnt i see who u really were when i was friends with u when we werent friends i noticed how or what a such asorbed bitch u r u think everyone loves you they dont ok the only reall friends you have are katie and leif because rachel even admited that she just puts up with your shit i dont no why she does though kelcie what the hell happened to you u mind telling me im not blaming this on leif but he did the same thing to bri she had no friends and now she has tons including me and now hes turning you emo to and your cutting yourself for him and having sex with him and i hope you get pregnet y r u going back out with him hes moving your probablly staying with him just so you can get somthing because you are a slut i mean u cant even go a fucing week without a boyfriend just so u can do stuff to him u piss me off so much y was i ever friends with u i really wanted to be friends but now that i see how u really are and how u pick some fuck buddy over everyone go ahead when u start smoking agian dont come to me and if i wasnt your best friend you would of ben fucked up by now and ben pregnet and be in the hospital for drug and alchol and smoking so i dont wanna here your shit and u no i will be right i was right about the whole leif thing u remind me of erika u jump from guy to guy and dont care about there fealing u just want something then when you get sick of them there gone and then u get back with them how sad and pathetic r u and u think that everyone loves u when no one does lief doesnt either everyone talks about u u dont notice and u no what kelsey i have had it with putting up with your shit ok and u no what this is between u and me ok stop trying to turn rachel against me ok u dumb bitch ok u can turn your mom and bros against me idk but u have no right to turn anyone against me ok this is me and u and haley has always hated u so dont talk to her at all because she cant stand it when u do ok ok good bye skank as jew bitch in the words of corry
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My Thinking on all of this
1). over half the crap on this isnt even true!!!
2). i havent turned neone against her
3). i dont talk to her friend hayle...ever
4). i dont jump from guy and guy, if i do, then i would have wayyyyyyy more b/fs then 3, and this is my 3rd b/f.
5). i have NV smoked or done ne kind of drug
6). i havent ever cut myself
7). (mike is her brother) and i dont like him nemore, i did for like, a week and since me and my b/f got into a huge argument about it i havent liked him b.c mike only tried to turn me against him.
8). i dont care of mike hates me b.c i hate him so it works out.
9). and if i have no "real friends" then y do i have ppl who ask "heyyy u wanna hang out this weekend?" they wouldnt say that if they werent my friends.
10). and if i am a self absorbed bitch then y do i worry about everyone elses problems and help then out when they need help, but no one ever helps me besides my b/f? and i dont think that eveyone loves me, im not a prep, i no ppl hate me, and i can care less.
11). i am no slut at all, i dont get with ppl just to "get something"
12). and rachel is one of my best friends, and she said yes i can be a bitch at times, but i am at times so idc but if she is talking bout me behind my back then i wanna no wat shes saying.
13). i can go a week with out a b/f easily, i can go a year, 2 years, it doesnt matter, the fact is that i can, im not the kinda person who would kill themselves over a guy.
14). she has NO RITE AT ALL to say that my b/f doesnt love me!!!!!!! {that bitch}
15). she hasnt put up with ne of my "shit", b.c i nv gave her any to start with.
16). im sick and tired of her freaking riting me notes and letters like this all the time, i havent dont a thing to her except cut our friendship off be4, and the only reason y i did that be4 was b/c she was spreading shit about me and my b/f and going up to me saying how he is going to cheat on me with his ex {which is also one of my best friends, and thats a whole different story but that ones all worked out}, and saying all this crap bout him and i told her "im tired of u sayin this shit so u better stop" i have warned her and warned her. and it dint work, so i said , if ur not cool with him then ur not cool with me. and that was it, then she started all of this crap.

so if neone has been threw this kinda thing can ya help me out? tell me how to handle this? b/c i dont no ne other way besides knocking her face in.

If anyone wants to no more about me be4 they tell me nething then just message me.