What I Think

ello.
This is gonna sound really wierd but i think i'm dead...well on the inside.
I don't like most of the people that i'm forced to be in contact with on a daily basis and my mother is the root of all my problems.
I probably sound like a hateful beyotch but i've thought about it for months and my reasons are actually valid.
Everything in my life sucks:
1. I really like this guy ? but...sadly i have no chance in hell to get his attention
2. I suck at math
3. I dont know who i am anymore....sometimes i'm happy,sometimes i'm sad...and
sometimes i dont feel anything at all.
4.Not a day goes by without someone(mainly my mother) trying to make me feel like crap
5.I think i have a split personality
6.I think i'm depressed
7.There's nothing special about me

The list goes on but i dont think i wanna depress anyone by listing them all.
I swore to myself that i would never cry again...crying makes me feel weak....so...i take comfort in the comforting folds of my mind and Linkin Park(i luvv them).

dOeS AnYOnE eLsE ThInK tHaT tHeRe'S sOmEtHiNg wRoNg wItH mE??...I'm not mean and i appreciaTE honesTy.....