cut

as time goes on the cuts get deeper. i dont know what to do. i feel like i have to cut to get through the day, the pain is just to much. its my only resort, i have to see blood. i dont think i could live if i stop cutting right now. i think i would go crazy its the only thing i have. the blade is my best friend, we have been through soo much together.

i want help and find a better way to cope but i just dont know how. its like its a part of my life and without im lost.

life just sucks and i need to cut. the sight of blood means im still alive and i feel something.

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