New Years

This is really hard to say.
I mean.
Who want's to write down everything.
It's hard to accept that I'm starting a new year without the person I love and some of my friends.
It's hard to let go of them.
I sometimes don't wish that I was with them.
But my love made me promise him that I wouldn't go the way he did.
And I'm not about to break that promise.
Being here without him may be hard.
But I will endur the pain.
Writing this down is a way of release.
A little escape.
Writing is like that for amny peopel.
And I have written many stories about this topic that ou may come to have shared with you.

That is all.