my friend. i hope i saved you.

so i just found out one of my closets friend mike was going to commit suicide, and let me tell you it scared the shit out of me. i called him cried and began to hyperventilate. it got really bad i thought i was going to pass out. he said he wouldn't leave me. he promised me even swore to me that he wouldn't but i feel like he was just saying that to make me calm down because i have never been like that in front of him or anyone for that matter. he seems lost and he cant even tell me what hes thinking. he tells me he loves me and loves his girl friend, however he was contemplating leaving me and her behind. i hope i saved you, i told you how important you were to me and my life, i told you how important you were to your girl friend. i hope it was enough for you to stay here.