My New Years Wish Come True!

I can't stress how much, what every new year means to me. I have made many mistakes, and I feel like I can actually make up for them in the coming months. I find that it is what I strive to do, each year making less and less mistakes. But the biggest mistake of all is letting all of my mistakes get to me. Letting them hamper be back, when I know in my heart that; what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. And let me assure you I am very much alive. So far, 14 days into the New Year. I am glowing with happiness. I finally found someone who makes me indescribably happy. I am getting a book published by the end of year, and they are talking movie DEALS! I am super excited. I am finally finding acceptance of my own skin. Loving the flaws that I have, because I finally realized that even the things that I hate about myself, that there is someone out there that loves those flaws the most.

I finally accept my past, letting me know that after everything I have pushed my self through; shit and all, that I am still breathing, still trucking through. Through there is a deep sense, clogging my mind that this year might hold just as many challenges. But hell, I can take it.
January 14th, 2010 at 05:58pm