GETTINGTHINGS OFF MY MIND BUT I CAN USE HELP WITH THIS

ok so i havent wriiten in this for awhile but i have a lot on my mind.

for starters everyone in my family is just overly pushing collageon to me and they just wont stop its like maybe i dont want to go off to collage right after high school maybe i just wantto get my life together for once.

for two im going wit hthe most amazingist guy ever except that hes 3 years younger then me and ireally dont wantto leave him behindwhen i leave high school which is in like 4 in a half months and i love him to death i dont know wha tto do cause hes a good guy but then again jhe does treat me like crap by not spending time with me