girl confused.

i feel lost-
my mums addicted to a computer game called IMVU.
my brothers in melbourne he's 23 and i feel totally lost with my mother when he's not around.
i have my cousin for support but i can't turn on her 24/7
my dad died on the 01.10.06, yes i miss him heaps but i have to get over the fact and start knowing that he's never coming back.
i live at home but for now but i feel like i'm just living at my cousins place. but truthfully i'd rather here then home to a mother who probably says about 13 words to me a day. :S
thought i had depression but turns out i don't. i'v started to face the fact that my mother is never going to change and i guess i just have to get used to her being on the computer all the time cause life is to short to stay stuck on trying to change something that has no hope of changing.
- totally off the sublect but rumours are really funny. (:
thanks for taking the time to read my blog. i'll be adding more soon, ciaoo