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well today, interesting day for me..
found out my step uncle goes for the football team Hawthorn. and they suck.
my sister/cousin/bestfriend went up to her dads today after work so didn't really get to see her which sucks. cause i CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HER! haha.
my mums still the same and has not changed.. my brothers 2 and a half hours away and has been for a week now. i know its only been a week but i miss him so much and when its just me and my mum here at my house. i don't know how to react with her now. its just not the same as it used to be. after a while, (and i know this is sad) but you start to forget how to act around your mum.. like how to spend time with her.. which just really blows because sometimes a girl just needs her mum.
i start back up at school this monday, 1st of February.
which i am exctied about i guess cause that means i don't have to worry about 6 and half hours of being awkward with my mum. :S
anyways off the subject of depression..
my bird lloyd's really cute and yellow, just he does not know how to shut-up.. hahaha
i'm trying to teach him how to talk but he's just such a snob and doesn't even look at me. :P
right now i'm watching the movie Ladder 49. such a good movie but so sad! ):
i love movies. i have like every movie there is! just ask me (: hahaha
just had dinner before at my nans place, her friends came over and the daughter found out she's going to be studdying to be a piolet. :D which is so awesome!
my cousin daniels a piolet, i'v been in his plane like twice (: but my brothers been up like 14 times! hahaha.
anyways that all i have to say right now, thanks for reading and listening to what i have to say (:
peace, and i'll keep you updated on how my life changes if it does :S hahaha :D
cya's!