February 14

February 14 2010 2:41 am

I told Alycia that I was hers whenever she wanted me back. The last message that I got from her was "I want you". Suddenly I have the strength to go on. I know I can take on whatever curse has been placed upon me. I have her. <3 Happy Valentines Day!!

February 14 2010 11:44 am

Huh, actually slept tonight. Body is feeling much better now and it's probably to do with the fact that I got my baby back. I'm so glad I can now call her mine again. I just wish Jess would quit texting me, trying to get me to explain to her why I left her. Theres nothing to explain. She wasn't ment for me and there was no point trying to change who I am just to be with some girl. I have a girl now that loves me for who I am. Thinking about it now, I'm glad I told her how I felt, although she already new pretty much how I felt about her. What she didn't know was how worried I was about losing her. And it seems to me like I did it just in time too, cuz it seems like her ex is gonna try and get her back. I'm glad I didn't wait a second longer when I told her I wanted to call her mine. I'm glad that I can call her mine now. This bleeding heart is ready to be put back together. Pretty good Valentines Day so far. Gonna call my pudgy just to talk with her. <3