Entry of 2/14/10

Another boring night. Shocker! Well this is my first journal entry so I'll stick to the basics until I have people who will actually bother to read this, so since I am basically writing to myself just for me to read a later day.

I really want to start writing stories, I love to write, but I hate feedback. I have written on other websites and stuff, i couldnt stand people rushing me or saying "oh that was amazing!" i dnt kno it just pisses me off that, i kno it shouldnt, i should be on cloud nine! Oh happy day! people like my story, yeah thats not me. I dnt hate people saying "well that was a big waste of time" because i am a very blunt person myself and i think people who are like "THATS THE BEST" or "YOU ARE FANTASTIC!" are just full of s-h-i-t (are we allowed to curse on this thing?)

YEAH YEAH YEAH if anyone is actually reading this they probably think im crazy, but, Hell! its my life, hate it, love it, honestly i dnt really care.

no i am not an emotional person right now i am just simply ranting about what ever comes to my mind bc, well, i will bet myself a hundred dollars that no one will take the 79 seconds it take to read this (yeah whatever it takes more cry me a river)

okay i think im done.. you kno what sounds really good right now? Dr Pepper.

I might write something else, might not, i dnt kno the world is pretty messed up, i might be busy.. oh well

Now it is.. 11 pm and i am still as restless as ever..what to do?
February 15th, 2010 at 07:55am