Readers of Stranger, and anyone who cares

I have not been on Mibba for quite some time. I apoligize to anyone who cares.

Um, I wish I had a reason, but I don't. I was just too depressed to even think about anything. Everything has been happening, and it seems even the good is tainted. Like, my boyfriend, for example. He's sweet, and romantic, and everything I would have wished for. If I wasn't still in love with Bradley. But, let's not get into that right now.

Okay, readers of Stranger, some bad news. I don't understand how you like this story in the first place. It isn't very well written. Anyway, not my point.

Stranger is gone.

I do have a ligitimate reason though. Only Sabrina and my friends in real life know this, but Stranger is real. His name is Bradley, instead of Bryan. I have changed the story dramatically so the innocent are protected, but the same basic concept is there. But, yeah, as I mentioned above, I have a boyfriend.

This is an incredibly long story, which I really don't feel like explaining at the moment, but perhaps I will some day.

For the moment though, the Stranger series is being deleted. I cannot even imagine continuing writing it right now. Too much is going on, with my Stranger, and with Zach, my boyfriend, not to mention everything else.

"My life sucks" would be an understatement.

Yes, I am being an angsty teenager. I am allowed while it feels like someone is stabbing my lower stomach and dragging the knife, splitting my entire body in half.

Anyway, my point?

I'm sorry. I really am. I seriously considered whether I should have put this story on the internet, just in case something like this were to happen. I could never have forseen dating someone else, but if the future was known...well, it would be a hell of a lot easier.

I honestly thought I could keep writing. I really did.

Guess we don't know just how weak we are until something like this happens.

I might continue it some day. I honestly don't know.

I just wanted to say I'm sorry, and remind everyone there are much better stories than mine anyway.

Thank you.
February 16th, 2010 at 03:21am