I think I could die?

I think I'm so tired I could die...
All the tests you are having me go threw?
All these things that still have yet to give me the answers to my questions!
WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME GO THREW THIS?
I can't keep the fight going. I dont want to have to look into the dark room hoping that one day and answer may walk out into that faded light. All beat and bloody,
Just give me a god damn answer!
Give me the will that has left my aching body. Give me back the hope that my face once contained.
Give me back love, trust.
Give me back a reason to stay.
give me back my life....