Angry Songs: because they make me feel better

I've been listening to angry songs all day because they seem to make me feel better. I'm angry....at a boy. Stupid boy. I'm over it, I'm over it, I'm over it. Listening to the music and imagining myself punching him in the face makes me feel good inside. Is that bad??

He's stupid and he didn't mean anything he said. I was just a rebound-- he took advantage of me and my vulnerability and quietness. What a jerkface. And now that we're done he can go back to who he really wanted int the first place. I'm so unbelievably mad at him for that. Ugh. Frustration.

I would just like to know that there are guys out there who are actually sensitive and kind and sweet and real. Enough with these immature buttheads!

Sorry, I haven't written anything in awhile and felt the need to rant, so here you go.

I'm just exhausted from it all. I need to let go because there are other guys out there who are so much better. I'm mentally exhausted from thinking about this. Goodbye, dummy.

I'll be okay. The song "Fuck the System" by System of a Down is making me feel better :)