Stuck.

God I'm in a rut.
i need a job.
i need to get out of this house.
HARDCORE JOB HUNT STARTS NOW.

ARRGG.

maybe i should just distance myself from the things i miss so much.
it's not like i can see them... so why do these little chats?
i make no seance.

From the start.
i used to live here, then i moved to nowhere.
i miss my friends from here.
but i like my friends from nowhere.

but it's not just that, I'm a city girl at heart.
i can't stand this silence. i need the noise of the traffic.
i need the lights. i need the street life.
i can't handle all this land.

AH, i still make no seance. its ok.
i just feel really homesick and just can't put it into words.
it's funny it's been nearly three years, and i still want to go back.

Edit; i think i might also take a breather from mibba.
it's just not the same anymore D:
i dunno if or when i'll come back.
might be a day.
might be a week.
might be never.
peace out.