Am I just stupid ? & Questions.

I just can't stop it, can I ? I tell myself everyday, he's not yours anymore. Just get over it Erin, you're a big girl. Yet, I hurt inside if I don't talk to him everyday. He knows everything about me, he's been there for me. He was my best friend, he was the smile on my face. He made me beautiful, made me happy, made me better. When he kissed me, that hole inside closed. He trusted me. He told me I was perfect, no one tells me that. He held me tight when I was scared, and held me just as tight when I was happy. I find myself wanting to be called "Sugar Butt" and "Baby girl" and everything else cute that he called me. He broke me twice, yet I'm still here waiting with open arms and heart full of love. I'm begging you to hurt me again if I can be yours for a little while again. Am I just stupid ? Why won't all this hurt just go away ? I have other people jumping through hoops for a chance to be mine, but I'm just waiting for my knight to come back. I just foolishly told you my feelings too, who knows what'll happen now ?

I just needed to let that out. Sorry for my nasty girly mush. I just don't have anyone to talk about it with.

Question Time !
1) Do you have someone special ?
2) What's your best broken heart remedy ?
3) What's the best "Screw You" story on Mibba ?
4) How was your day ?
5) Biggest regret ?
6) Got a sob story like mine ?