advice...

wow..... really baldwin park guyz most of them are douches ...
its hard to find a guy thats nice and not in a gang .....
or one thats always telling u how hot u r n stead of beautiful....
so ive like this guy who turned out to be a real douche bag i "fell" for ...
idk how but it happend i like him for the longest time n we have this past history for about 3 years of on and off but when we broke up every time for stupid krap my friends or his friends would do or say ..... we'd some how get to flirting n txting sounds like friends with benefits sometimes.... ive really liked him because he has this shining personality u dont see alot.....
hes fun to be around n he loves to dance which is kute kuz im there every step of the way.....
but its so complicated bekuz he doesnt kno how to show he cares or show how he feels....
lately all hes been thinking is to have sex with meh ....in my stupid girlish brain right there i go along some how..... but where talking n how he wants his first time to be me.... but i really dont want him to think of mehh just like that ......i want something to be there..... n now im stuck with a problem i should of not said ......i see this guy alot bekuz hes n my classes n somehow hes every where i am ?? he started to hang out with my other group of friends which is so weird bekuz he a grade older then me n even though we both dont say anything we kinda felt like none of us should hang out with each others friends since we broke up n now he txtd me all this n how he doesnt kno how to love me n he doesnt kno what to do....
all i want is to just be comfortable around him .....n start a new relationship without all that bs we had in the future but my friends all say to move on n forget about him....i feel like i kant trust them because they've lied to me n hurt him ......i dont want that ......i still like him alot but i dont want it to be like that....i feel like we both did change alot n maybe give it another try he has kinda changed n same here too.... n ive tried to move on it doesnt help because i see him during brunch .....when im talking to a guy i kinda had a little crush on but he just stares at me when im with the other guy idk he doesnt want meh but then agian he wants meh ??
hes been txting me every day since we've started spring break n i really dont kno what tp do any more ......