Should I be worried?

I really don't know what to think and I just want to get some advice about this before I go completely over the top. Well, I just had dinner, or basically I forced my food down. I've just started eating less and less. About a month ago I could eat about two whole plate fulls of food that would probably be pretty heavy, now I can barely force down one small serving.

I started eating less after I got tonsilitis, my throaght was so soar that I couldn't eat as much as I would like. Eventually I got used to it. Now I barely eat during the day, my sleeping patterns way off becuase of the holidays so I wake up at midday and I'm barely hungry even though I just missed breakfast.

My mum over-reacts as usual, she says I'm buliemic and I shot back that I don't throw up. She says it's a mater of time. She forced me to have lunch otherwise I would have just eaten an apple or something. This is totally not like me. I usually eat little during the day but eat a huugee dinner. It's just my eating pattern.

I've always been a bit bigger than I should be. All the proofs there, mum always says I should try and lower my serving size but whenever I do she makes me eat more. Now I'm not saying that this is her problem but I'm just getting really confused.

I seriously feel ew right now. I'm pretty sure my meal was filling but mum kept telling me to have more. No matter what I'm never truly happy with how I look. Everytime I think "oh, I don't look that bad" another thought goes "eww, wft" and it's just.. ahhh