Hopeless case

Apparently I'm self destructive. I'm hurting my self and I need to knock it off. These are all my mothers words by the way. I don't know maybe I'm crazy I need to be lock up some where so the rest of the world doesn't have to deal with me. Talking with my mother is a waist its always the same routine.My mother tells m siblings to go away and we sit there looking at each other silent for about a minute. Then she begins to talk and I sit the diligently listening and about to minutes in I start to cry. I'll hide my face and she'll keep talking asking questions which I reply with only a nod of shake of my head. Still I remain silent listening to her every word until she is finished. Then she'll leave and I sit there alone crying. I'll cry for god knows how long. Then she will go get me some stupid candy bar as if a candy bar is just suppose to make me feel all better again. I don't know maybe I need therapy. Would it even help? Every time the therapist tries to get me to open up I just cry unable to say words refusing to spill secrets. Maybe they should just skip the whole therapy thing lock me up. keep me with all the other crazies cause whats the point in trying any way. Your not going to get any where with me any way. I don't know I'm tired of trying to hold myself together. I give up