Nothing but a pain in the butt

I have relized that i am a pains in every ones a double s. I anoy people to beyond all comparison! i cant help it !!!!! its not like i can just shut up! im losing my voice so right now im basicly forced into silence. SILENCE is a very uncomfortable thing For me. Silence is what causes my mind into wonder and me to live in lala world like its happening right now im in the world whre i have a boyfriend and he loves me and and NEVER MIND THAT..... I have to talk somehow the only way it seems i can is by poems and mibba readers understand kinda. Again i sit in LA LA LAND and day dream then my mommy tells me i dont live in reality and well then i have to stop writting and

OH WHO CARES WHAT I THINK MIGHT AS WELL LIVE IN LA LA LAND