Obsession: My Day To Day Life Through Songs (Explicit i think)

Lil Wayne Eminem Trey Songz, P Diddy, Drake, Tupac, BMTH
Swear It hurts to live with you but with out you, every day I miss you

This weed it gives me the shit needed to be
The most meanest MC on this -- on this Earth
And since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse
And just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works
And it sells and it helps in itself to relieve
All this tension dispensin these sentences
Gettin this stress that's been eatin me recently off of this chest
And I rest again peacefully
To all the friends I used to have - yo I miss my past
For all the drugs that I've done - yo I'm still gon' do
To all the people I've offended - yeah fuck you too!
For everytime I reminisce - yo I miss my past

3 Years. It seems like yesterday it was just a dream.. but those days are gone, they're just memories
Cant Stop Missing You
Your Shadow, Is Where I'll Be

Every day I wake up I hope I'm dreaming I can't believe this shizz Cant believe you ain't here Sometimes it's just hard for a nigga to wake up Its hard to just keep going Its like I feel empty inside without you being here I would do anything man, to bring you backSeems like yesterday we used to rock the show I laced the track, you locked the flow So far from hanging on the block for dough Notorious, they got to know that Life ain't always what it seem to be Words can't express what you mean to me Even though you're gone, we still a team

guess things change,Its funny how someone else’s success brings pain, Can’t help but wait Til’ you, see you, for what you really are Baby girl you are a star And I can’t help but wait..
its the little things you give away, that let you have the greater thing another day

Because I'm getting tired of all the lies I trust I despise enough for me and I despise you much I'm blind because like see my eyes are shut Because I love singing in my mind this might get crushed I'm not thinking about you anymore my vision is lostI'm on bars behind bars like a prision of dark Mission to fly my mission was never true well I'm forever clue Whatever boo go on an act you never knew
I Got Hate in my heart, love in my mind
I seen nights full of pain, days of the same
You keep the sunshine, save me the rain
I search but never find, hurt but never cry
I work and forever try, but I’m cursed, so never mind
It hurts, but I never show this pain you’ll never know
If only you could see just how lonely and how cold
And frostbit I’ve become, my back’s against the wall

I saw you yesterday
You walked past and you looked right through me
and then I heard you say
h no he didn't see me did he
and now your walking away
to see you cry was not my intention
just let me make it ok

And I just can't keep living this way
So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage
I'm standing up, Imma face my demons
I'm manning up, Imma hold my ground
I've had enough, now I'm so fed up
Time to put my life back together right now

It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me
Admittedly I probably did it subliminally for you