breaking.

best friend of 4 year. boyfriend of 2 years.

gone.

he said he would b thr for me always... i didnt want 2 hold him back. i let him go.

i watched him sign away his life. boot camp for 9 weeks then a 14week 'A school'. in chicago.

this will give him oppertunities....chances to see the world...even if he is leaving me behind... it hurts... we walked into the office. he started reciting the required oath and i broke down. it all hit me..this was it..hes leaving...gone...hes not comming back because when he does come back i wont be here... or we will both be changed... nothing will ever be the same agan.

why do i want 2 run after him....call him and beg him 2 stay.....plead 4 him to come back... i miss him. it hurts to watch someone u love walk away...

i will miss you Glen.

-k@rRiNa*