Grams and why my uncle hates me!

I really wanted to cry yesterday badly, but I didn't. I felt like screaming because of ma UNCLE. He doesn't even really care. He fucking stupid bitch of a girlfriend didn't even let him talk to me. I hated them both for that. Well get this her daughter got all pissed off because my grandmother didn't leave her any money to spend. :'( I told her I didn't care, and it's because she wasn't her biological granddaughter. SHe got pissed off and said that I wasn't either. I told that little girl that I knew that I wasn't. But it's the fact that CINDY REAL raised me. She and My Grandfather raised me. And I thank God everyday for that. Well My
Uncle's new daughter kept pushing the subject. I felt so pissed off.

The whole reason y im pissed off is because my uncle couldnt even talk to me. he stood there letting his bitch talk for him. i cried. I told him how come he cant talk to me. he said nothing. I told him that's fine i get the point. I cried because all these years that man told me that i can count on him. What a FUCKIN LAIR.!!!!!!!!!

I hate him. ANd i can't believe he took her side. :(

This is why i hate MONEY. I loved my grams/moms to death. I couldnt be in the hospital. I called for her every day. And when I went to visit her by myself she was a sleep. So she didn't really c me. I cried because i wanted her out of there. I just want her back. But i know i wont get what i want. I just wish that I was still dreaming. but im not.