I'd rather live with grandma

i hate my dad i hate him i hate him i hate him, he treats me like im 12 i m fucking 17 i have a 13 year old friend who has more fucking freedom then me! if he keeps this up i swear to fucking god ill move out and i dont even care if i have to live on the streets i hate him he worries to much and is so over protective its not even funny. next year im going to be 18 and i dont even know if ill be able to take care of my self because he wont let me try! it scares the shit out of me to be so dependent on him and next year im going to be out on my own and i dont even know what im gonna do, cant he see he isnt helping me? he's being a fucking crutch and he needs to stop i need to be able to do shit on my own!