im so confusedd!

If only you understood how i felt about all this. Its not that i don't trust you its that im insucure and i feel as if you and him become friends he will eventually start to fall for you and i will be left behind as if i never was in existance. That i have fallen of the face of the earth. And you want to be a back staber and not even try and understand what im going threw! Well i love him to death and you dont understand how much i love him. I Feel like i've been stabed in the back a million times and its came out the front of the middle of my broken heart.