Way too young to go. </3

So last night I found out that one of my good friends, Jacob Lamarr, had past away. He had a motorcycle accident Sunday and they found him yesterday. He had just turned 19. What I don't get is why him? And why now? I mean he was so young and now he's gone. He didn't do anythign to deserve this. He was sweet and amazingly funny. He always had a smile to share and a warm heart to help you through. No one is supposed to die this young, damn it. You're supposed to grow old and pass peacefully in your sleep. Not alone thrown from a motorcycle in the middle of the road. And especially not be there for 5 days. Without a chance to say goodbye. I NEVER fucking got to say goodbye. Seriously... This isn't fucking fair at all. And I know that life isn't fair but why the hell did it have to happen to him of all fucking people? What the hell did he do wrong? All he did was love and we loved him in return....

Jacob, I know that you're in a better place and I just want you to know... We all love you and we miss you terribly and we will continue to keep you in our hearts for as long as we live. I can't wait for the day that I get to see your dorky smile and hear your laugh again. You'll always be in my heart and you'll always be remembered for the sweetheart that you are. Keep chillin' with Jesus and we'll be up there when it's our time to go. Until then, I love you and I miss you, Sweetie. <3
-Stephie
August 1st, 2010 at 04:58am