So Stressed

I'm so stressed lately. I have to start running 2 miles a day, wake up a 7am, last throughout the day, wash cars, take care of little kids, have my family on my back all the time, practice tennis too.

Sometimes I wish I could just end it for good...There's only so little I have to look for and I have 5 more years here too with more stress added on as I get older.

Unless I get that scholarship to the Boarding school, I'm doomed.

Also, it seems that all my friends are turning their backs to me lately.

Sierra never talks to me, Greg always has something to do and those are the same excuses everytime..........

Sometimes, I'm thankful that I have only emotional abuse family instead of physical just so I can have the escape of music.

In my house, you aren't aloud to act like a kid, act like an adult, take care of yourself, or have feelings. If you're not their mindless slaves then you're wrong.

Why can't something change?