It's official... I'm an idiot

So today is the first day of highschool. I get through the day with only one incident, I don't even get lost but still I suffered a major mental break down when I got home in the middle of folding laundry! I'm sure going to love looking back on this day and remembering crying.

here's my issues with highschool:
* the walkways are crowded and pushy
*so far I don't have many of my friends in my classes and the ones I do i don't know very well.
* i can't figure out the frikin lock on my locker at P.E. (i have non technological issues)
*I'm not a people person
*in my english class we have to do ALOT of presenting which I mortally fear (any advice on how to get over it please share.)
*TOO MANY PEOPLE!!!AHHHHHH!!!!

yeah I have issues and i so far despise school... everyone says i'll love it. maybe i will later. right now i feel like i've gone on the spinning teacups at disneyland waaay to many times. My head feels like a marshmallow and i don't think thats good. Just had to vent, this was pretty pointless. sorry for taking up your time...