Physical Abuse or just plain Fun?

I know what abuse is like. Verbal and pysical, but does it get to a point of going too far? Life becomes so much of a mess that I can't see past the ever fore-casted storm in my eyes. I've always been told to vent through writing, but everything comes out all at once and it never seems to make sense. Poetry helps, but still, the words are never right.

I've been in depression for about three weeks now, soon to be four. And my writing and creativity has gone down by so much. Nothing seems to help. School is a mess, mark/scores have decreased heavily and its going to reflect badly sooner or later.

I need something to occupy myself in getting rid of it, any ideas people?