Hmph.

I honestly feel like I'm losing everything and everyone that I love. I really wish I could go into more detail about that, but I can't. I can't even go into more detail on why I can't go into more detail on that. I don't think I've ever felt this bad before, and I don't know how to ask anyone for help with it. I'm terrified that I'm going to do something really stupid and hurt everyone. I want everything to go back to how it was on Thursday (was it really only three days ago?). Everything was perfect then...