venting my life

My day's fine I been threw the thick through the thin
Lost my love my life
But it all came back with more trust
Wish I could say the same, I don't know about love anymore
I know I love her
But don't know if the feelings the same
Scared and shocked heart loss all just words until you feel it
We come to a point in life where pain is just a word well to me its a meaning of life
It feels like I have the world I don't know if that's true
I know I have the love of my life
The only reason I'm alive
The reason I'm still here for now
But now my life is fine and dandy
So hope yall enjoy :( :P