For Tyler

Do you wanna know something? Honestly i have never been more in love with anyone as i was with you. And honestly i cant move on...I pretend im fine and that things are going great for me but im still filled with sadness...the sadness of losing you and our future together. For the past two months i cry myself to sleep betcha didnt know that. It still feels like my heart is breaking and yeah ive got a new boyfriend but hes not you i really like him and think that i could love him but i dont think it will ever be as intense as it was with you. You were my first love the only person i have given everything to. You were my knight in shining armor, my fairytale romance....but i feel like you dont trust me and that my love broke my heart. I need to know that you'll believe me when i talk and you wouldnt even look me in the eyes imagine how that made me feel...truth is, i still love you and truth is i always will