life is shit all over again

well i hate life until i meet someone that can be a good friend or until i have people that make me proud like a girlfriend but i don't have one which makes my life even worse when i don't have people to make me proud of myself. peopple can say what they like about me but thats only a name not physical bullying. you can feel pity but i really don't see why you would cause most people don't notice me unless i do something that gets me in the spot light or center of attention. if you like comment.