I know it's weird! need confidence boosting :(

Hey guess what!? It snowed heavily today in London and also NO SCHOOL for quite sometime I assume! So damn happy!
Now I`m going to discuss a personal issue. I know.I know,but I need to let it out to get my mind of it. (Here goes!) (Takes a breath) Should I have a sex change ? Because I feel I should of been a boy. :( like I play videogames like Assasins creed ,killzone and Tekken6 + I dont get on with any boy at school :( and I never had a boyfriend + I sometimes wear boys hoodies and hats when I go out with friends and more! :( I feel like a freak + Am I ugly ?. someone please talk to me ,I need confidence boosting :( xx