its late. i'm tired.

i should be sleeping but i'm awake and strung out on god knows what.
i'm thinking again. this could be potentially dangerous to my health.
memories from the summer. i miss it so much, when i had all the people i loved in my life.
and then something happened, and most of them left... everybody was gone in an instant.
i don't get it, they all left me when i needed them the most.

i feel alone when there's people around.
i just feel like breaking down and crying when i see people with friends.
i can't handle it anymore.