I don't know. Maybe if i talked to someone who was indifferent to my situation then I could take their advise seriously...Life...it used to be so simple. I didn't have to think about what I was going to do in 8 months when i leave for college, or how weird it'd be not seeing my mom everyday, or my niece and nephew...even right now I'm almost in tears thinking about it...I don't want to feel like everything is hopeless anymore, I don't want this feeling of dread to wash over me every time i look at my phone to realize that the guy i was completely in love with is never going to speak to me again. I screwed up with that relationship. I feel like nothing is going to be okay, because i miss him, and he's gone. Never to return. Or maybe i'm sad that he's just not in my life. period. i'm scared and i feel alone. people changed drastically this year, and it leaves me wondering.
Who's my real friend?
Life is Hopeless, To Me
January 6th, 2011 at 02:57am