Break ups

well I was just dumped. I knew this was going to happen soon enough becuase it was going to be either me or him.
I still feel sad and the sucky part is that Im in my period and all my amotions are tripled.
He broke up with me because he founf another girl he likes.
Long distant relationship doesnt work!
It really doesnt!
I wasn't mad at him.
We are friends but it still hurts.
I dont want to have another boyfriend.
But I still need love.
I really hate this day...
Now I am scared to love again since he was my first bf
I dont want to feel this again and feel stupid.
I need someone that I know he will be with me at all cost but this is the 21th centuary
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